On Board with the Holidays

Despite it being the middle of December, until today, I hadn't really been on board with the fact that the holidays are coming. But between the Christmas music playing in every cafe and store I walk into and the beautifully lit windows on every corner, there is no denying that it is the holiday season in San Francisco. 

I am excited, yes. But it's difficult to feel like I deserve to enjoy the holidays given my current situation. I know that sounds a little harsh, but usually I am so ready and worn out by the time Christmas rolls around, that I feel rewarded by the festive drinks, seasonal music, and days off from work. This year is different because, although I have been working hard to find a job, I don't feel like I've earned a 'break.' 

On another note, there has been a little 'movement' around here. I had an interview/assessment yesterday, I've been cranking on the applications, and I have a few meetings set up this week with random connections. I've felt a lot more relaxed lately - I've decided to stop stressing and just trust that something will fall into place. The more pressure I put on myself, the less happy I am. And there's just no point in being unhappy.

To stay in the spirit, I'm drinking hot tea and hanging Christmas decorations tonight. Cheers to the holiday season, and here are a few pictures from around here, if you'd like to see.