I know I know. I'm really not getting any better at writing on here. In fact, I'm getting worse. I let more and more time lapse between posts every month. It's not that I don't want to be writing. I actually think about blogging all the time. And the more I think about it, I get way overwhelmed because I think of how I'm NOT writing, and then I push it to the bottom of my lists of things to do.
Well today I'm not letting myself do that. I scribbled all over 'Saturday, May 5th' in my planner, reminding myself to write something, to write ANYTHING. The reminders are highlighted and underlined and I even made small threats to myself. Like if I don't publish a post today, I'm not allowed to do anything fun during my days off.
So here I am again, trying to be more consistent about posting, for myself. That's one thing I've noticed that has DRASTICALLY changed since I returned from Africa. I have very little intentional ME time. I have plenty of alone time - I go shopping, watch TV, and go on runs by myself - but I can't remember the last time I took a cup of coffee on our porch and wrote, or read, or just sat with myself for an hour. Those were some of my most precious moments in Uganda, and I haven't made any effort at creating time like that since I've been home.
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| Beautiful, new art hung at work |
Not to make any excuses, because everyone should always be able to find time to themselves, but work has been wonderfully consuming a lot of my time. I had 2 very close friends at work get into an awful car accident last month. They are both okay, thank goodness, but one of my overnight co-workers will be out of work until middle of July. So, there have been plenty of opportunities for overtime. It has been a joy spending more time with the kids, and my bank account is happy, too. I am also teaching a reading class to our kiddos on Tuesdays; we're currently reading 'What is the What?', a book about the Lost Boys and war in Sudan. Anything Africa is right up my alley, so I've been having a lot of fun with that.
April sort of feels like a lost month, since it flew by so quickly. We had a wonderful Easter celebration at my parent's house, we made a trip to Florida and spent time with almost all of Felix's family, and we did a massive spring cleaning in the apartment. We are happy to welcome May, with it's flawless weather and abundance of miller moths.
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| A non-traditional crab leg, shrimp, and potato broil for Easter brunch |
My plans to return to Uganda this summer are slowly disappearing due to finances and timing, but my heart is just as much there as it always was. Felix is SO CLOSE to graduation he can taste it! Pinterest and obsessing over beautiful blogs takes up far too much of my time. And I'm still not sick of getting to see the sunrise every morning at work.
There are lots of exciting changes coming up in our lives, so keep reading, and I promise to keep writing!