Do you remember learning about stream of consciousness in middle school English class? I do, and for some reason it's stuck with me - that kind of of brainstorming and writing and generating ideas. And for some random reason, I was so aware of every thought going through my head on my walk to work this morning, so I thought I would express that in a weird middle school English class type essay. I had so much going through my mind it was hard to stay focused on anything. This will all kind of make sense shortly...
Tuesday, 8:20 a.m.-8:41 a.m.
Should I stop and get a coffee? No, I have coffee in my hand. Should I stop and get a muffin? Na, I've got oatmeal at the office. Uh, it's warm today. Ow, that coffee's hot. I wonder what she'll say at the meeting. What if I don't get the promotion? Oh that's a cute top! I should have worn a scarf. But I'm glad I wore these shoes. Shoot I forgot a fork. I think there are forks at the office. I wonder if I'll have time for a long lunch. How disappointed will I be if I don't get the promotion? I wonder if my dad will be bummed. I have a really busy morning. What will I start with? I have to return Raina's emails. I need to call back those chapter leaders, especially Craig. Should I give that woman who sits outside 7-11 coins today? What if they decided not to give me the promotion? It'll be okay. I'll still love my job. Ooh, coffee's still too hot. I think I'll make a tea. It's hot in here. I'll make an iced tea instead.
Long-ish story short, I've been interviewing for a really big promotion over the last week and they officially made the offer to me this morning. It's a HUGE move as far as job description, salary, team, etc. and I couldn't be more thrilled. It feels phenomenal to see my hard work paying off. Especially after months of feeling so discouraged and demoralized. As my husband would say, I am absolutely on cloud 7 right now (because cloud 7 is so much better than 9). Thanks to everyone, as always, for continued support and love. Cheers to Tuesdays and big moves!